The Impossible Dream

I was recently listening to Wayne Dyer talking to Oprah Winfrey about his new book called 'Change your thoughts ,change your life' , living the wisdom of the Tao , he then talked about being out of the spotlight for a whole year of his life to write ths book. It is a series of 81 essays on The Tao, the meaning of life almost. I was very interested in a lot of the other stuff he talked about , you can find this chat on the Oprah web site. I bought the book 2 days ago , it is amazing. One of the chapters talks about, speaking less and listening more

Six weeks ago I lost my voice literally, I woke up on a morning when I was due to teach a class.  I struggled all day , six weeks later my voice has hardly come back.  I began looking into metaphysical reasons for the this problem . It was only the week before that I had stated to all who would listen, I was going to 'talk less and listen more'.  Well how is that for service from the universe ?  I am a therapist and life coach , so my voice is my tool, my most precious one.

After about a month I started to worry ,it would never come back, but then decide to just let go and see what happened . I started affirmations for my voice, started to allow the thought behind all this to come through.  I realised I was full of fear, of failing in my new venture, of not being as good as I 'should' be whatever that means. I am a perfectionist, of course only with myself!

My ego was not very happy about the fact I was standing still re evalutaing my life , my direction, my spiritual connection. I surrendered and waited to see what happened. I began to realise that my life was very out of balance, I was working too hard, I had intended to work only 25 hours a week but had finished up working 7 days a week.

My most famous saying is ' Is the race you call life making you sick' well yes it is  I realised, what a learning experience  that I can pass on to others once again. I dont have too many answers yet, but I am taking it slowly  and listening more. My voice is coming back very very slowly.

I am also enjoying pancha-karma treatments of hot medicinal oil all over the body and steam to push in the oil and toxins out (from the throat virus I have had) , wonderful , I will talk about that journey on my next blog. So remember, "Live the Impossible Dream" slowly.

love and light

Jenny

Hello Everyone

I  have a pack of "The Four Agreement Cards" I decided to choose a card today for myself. It said "Refuse to Eat Emotional Poison" It was so appropriate for me , my friend has just left a damaging relationship. I was trying to understand how someone so beautiful and intelligent as my friend could allow her partner to say these awful things to her and for her to still feel the relationship was going somewhere.  I searched for something simple to say to her. It did not matter what I said all she could say was, "But I might make a mistake giving up this man" . Really it is so simple "Don't Eat Poison"

Nothing is by chance as this card came up and I began to wonder how many people eat emotional poison everyday thinking it's nourishing.  How about you do you allow yourself to eat emotional poison everyday? think about it ?  Do you allow people to speak to you without respect?  Probably most of you who read my blog are trying to follow a healthy diet, have you forgotten to feed yourself a healthy listening diet? 

On the back of this card it said the following:

Taking things personally makes you prey for predators. they can hook your attention with one little opinion, and feed you whatever poison they want .

"Refuse to Eat Poison"  Is this the time to say "NO" to people, remember "NO" is a complete sentence.

I am really busy this week with my "Raw Food for Beginners Class"(this course is written by Karen Knowler a well known raw food coach ),so a real treat. It  is on Saturday 28th in Southampton UK there is still time to book see my web site.

love and light

Jenny x

Is this the time to say

Well what a time it has been since I last wrote in my blog.  I have set up my first raw food class for beginners which is on June 28th 2008 .

More  details on my web site www.jennybourne.co.uk.

• I have been reading a lot about women being short of vitamin D the sunshine oil as I call it. It seems a lack of it can contribute to Breast Cancer. So more sunshine for everyone
• Stay with your dreams even if your friends and family try to talk you out of them.
• Remember it's easier to believe the bad stuff.
• Be very clear about what you want to happen ,you can always get more of what you don't want.

I want you to list 3 limiting beliefs that you have, it can be about anything in your life, then turn each one into a positive thought i.e." I can never open my own business "  turn this into "I can easily own my own successful business".

'Nothing is Impossible'

Todays affirmation is  "Life is very simple.What I give out comes back to me . Today I choose to give love "

love and light  Jenny x

It is my Birthday today , I celebrate a New Year for me , a year of health ,after all these years of being sick. I am celebrating  a  year of raw food. I feel so healthy now .  I know I still have far to go to repair the damage to my body. I am so excited about this year, teaching my raw food classes and helping women to achieve their dreams.  I feel I am doing some of my best work ever ,now I feel I have a real understanding what people need from me. 

I am realising I have a strong connection with the universe , I am the universe it is a part of me.

Lately I am hearing more in peoples voices, seeing more in there faces, I am in awe of this new factor in my life and I am so grateful.

My new web site is  published although it is nowhere near finished, I hope you enjoy what you see there. www.jennybourne.co.uk

My task for you today is :

Believe in yourself for 5 days no matter what your fears, behave as if you are perfect ,smile and see what happens ,let me know.

My afffirmation is :

From time to time I ask those I love "How can I love you more?"

This is one of my favourite affirmations.

love and light

from the heart

Jenny x